(This seems obvious with how the posts have been popping up sporadically instead of every Saturday like I planned at the beginning of the year.)
I would argue that's because my life is pretty bland - balancing life, school, and romance. One of those things I prefer not to share too much about out of respect for him and not to gross out half of my readers. You're welcome. :P
As stated before, I am trying to make sure that I incorporate one thing each week that is exciting and new, and last week that was buying a skateboard. Honestly, the skills haven't kicked in just yet. And I have to get over this fear of people on the sidewalks. For whatever reason, not too many people are fond of skateboarders. Also, I'm still terrified of hitting people or them judging me on how poorly I ride. Mind you, that won't get any better if I don't ride to places.
I might force myself to do so tomorrow. If it's not raining and cold.
Anywho...
Back to the original statement - I don't know what to really talk about without sounding repetitive. I want to be honest with all of you, but I also know that there is a balance. This is not exactly a personal journal. That sits in my room and shows what a catastrophic train wreck my thought process is.
This post is going no where fast.
Currently, I'm a bit homesick. I see all these people enjoying their summer breaks and hanging out with friends and going back to camp and I'm still in a transitional period in my life. (A very important one, mind you - it allows me to work.) While I am not missing tornado season or Texas pretending to be the Gulf of Mexico (I love y'all, please be safe!!), I miss the small group of humans that allow for my craziness.
I still don't feel settled here in Boston. To be honest, I don't know if I ever will. It takes me a while to become comfortable with people - and I mean a while. Probably by the time I start making connections I'll be shipping off to wherever I student teach. (Yes, there is a major possibility it will not be in Boston. More to come on that when I know more myself.)
I am thankful to be here. There is so much that I would not know and phenomenal people I would have never had the opportunity to meet and truly get to know without being away this past year. But it's not Aledo and it's not Denton. Two years is a lot shorter than I realized.
Wow - this post is crazy. And sad. Look at the puppies.
Until next time,
Kaity
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